Took seven years, but those that took my cowboy have finally been dealt with justly. And from that justice I am now capable of seeing not only to my needs, but am able to generously share with others.
Friends tell me to get on with my life, that I've completed my obligation to my cowboy. But they don't understand my life doesn't exist, anymore.
So, I'm starting over. AGAIN!
Doesn't seem to be any way I can do anything else.
So, join me for the ride. It hasn't been boring so far, and I have no reason to believe that will change.
My love, I've kept every promise I ever made to you, and now I've run out of promises to keep. So, I guess I have to be off again. More windmills to tilt at , don't you know. Leave the light on for me, because I will find you when it's my time. Till then, I'm trying to relocate the person I was when you loved me, and I continue seeking the joy this life brought both of us.